Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Entry Tour Complete- First Reflection 22-09-2014


            I have made it through two cities, dragging a 50 lb suitcase and a 15 lb backpack on and off different modes of transportation. Now residing in our final dentition, Krakow, I can only kind of reflect on the day’s prior. The whole trip feels like a blur of information and environment evaluation. While we are in a race to learn about the new cities, we were also in a race to learn about each other, and simply adjust to being separated from what we once knew. It is hard to say how exactly I felt about the cities of Gdansk and Warsaw. The stays in each city were too short to truly see the cities for what they are, because that takes time. Instead we mostly learned about what the cities once were; both cities carry a rich history and were greatly shaped by the war. Like I said, it is hard to reflect on everything that happened in that week, but there is one moment during that trip that will hopefully stay with me for the rest of my life.
On our last night in Gdansk Olivia M. and I did not go out to the bars like most of the group, instead we set sail on the old Gdansk ports. Earlier that day we were invited by our Malbork Castle tour guide Lukase Darski to go night kayaking. When he offered, I and Olivia knew right away that this was an opportunity that shouldn't be passed up on. We met at 8:00pm at Zabi Kruk (Frog River), which was a small dead end in the ports of Gdansk. We waited at a small boathouse where we shared snacks and chatted with a few older local women.
Behind us is an old man powered crane, it was operated by men walking in
giant hamster wheels- pulling large containers off the ships.
At around 8:30pm Olivia and I hopped in a red double kayak and set paddle up the river. We were in a group of about 20 other people, all of which were polish, and many of which were strangers. Not much speaking was needed during this trip because when we weren’t listening Lukase tell us the history of the city we were gazing at our surreal surroundings. First we passed under the bridges on the way to the Old Town part of the city. Many people watched us from the edge, waving and taking photos of our group as we glided by. The water glittered with lights of the bars and restaurants above. The water was very calm, with no wind and clear skies; the night was perfect for such a venture. As we headed down the main river we got to paddle up next to the large shipping vessels. Then we came across two ships that were parked bumper to bumper along the right side of the river. The way these ships were designed, while looking head on is, one would see an “n” shape in the base rather than a usual “v” or “u” shape. Because of this unique shape in the boats, we were able to actually paddle underneath the ship. The center got so low that we had to lean back in our seats and push ourselves along the bottom. The second I exited on the other side of the ships it was like the world around me changed. Everything seemed a bit more magical.
As the night started to settle in I was able to see the city for more than just the pretty buildings gathered at the city center. The true form of Gdansk was revealed more and more as we made our way farther towards the shipyards. The lights grew dimmer, but faintly lit up amongst the night fog were the large cranes and industrial working ships in the distance, everything glowed in shades of dark blue with splashes of yellow light.
At about 10:30pm Lukase turns around and tells the group that we'll have to be extra quiet and turn off our lights- “going into this area may or may not upset the guards.” We were led under a small bridge and around and massive welding-vessel. The vessel was alive with flickering lights, groaning and screeching, still hard at work building something inside. As we rounded the vessel we approached a large ship staff with a light on it. Apparently, years back there was once a Lantern ship that was docked along the side of the port, it was supposed to be turned into a restaurant but instead flipped over and sunk into the river. It would be too expensive to try to retrieve so just the mast of the ship sticks above. 

Being a port city, we had the opportunity to see Gdansk from the perspective of what made the city so prosperous. We ended the tour at about 12:00am, Lukase kindly gave Olivia and I a ride back to the hotel. During this short ride we got a more personal insight on Lukase’s values. We could both tell that Lukase is a man of knowledge, adventure, and passion for just living life. He shares some similar perspectives that Olivia and I have on how to view time and how to view the world around us. He says that there are two ways of looking at history, you can hear a story about something and then find the facts and learn the true and less exciting meaning of the story, or you can chose to simply believe the story; he used the movie “Life of Pi” as his basis for this perspective.

Am Anfang, Polen Vorbereitung 16-09-2014


For the nine months prior to entering Poland territory I was residing in multiple homes and cities throughout Germany. I started in Marburg, Germany where I studied the German language with another UWSP Study Abroad group. In Marburg I met a great mix of friends that became my new family. My German language skills improved a lot during my stay, although I still have a long way to go. In addition to Marburg, I spent a long period of time in Tübingen, where I lived with the father of a close German friend of mine (One who I met years back). And also I lived in Frankfurt at the family home of a girlfriend I met in Marburg. During my time in Germany I had the chance to speak with various people I met about Poland. I received a number of different responses. One person I spoke too, who is a Political Science major in Marburg and has a great knowledge of history, gave me an hour-long history lesson about the way early Poland developed and broke apart. Many of both polish and german people I spoke with quickly warned me to take care of my things while I am here; they claimed that Poland is well known to be full of thieves. One of the most extreme statements I heard in Germany about Poland is that I could be kidnapped and then sold into sex slavery! So maybe I won't get kidnapped, but overall I was advised not to walk anywhere alone at night. In mid summer I spoke (in German) with Beata, a woman who grew up in Poland. She taught me a number of small tips, like the grocery stores and mannerisms of sorts. From her I also learned that about 95% of the Polish are catholic. This was a little concerning to me because I don't have a religious background and also felt that I would not fit in with the strong religious beliefs. I was nervous that the conservative values would possibly be still strongly instilled in many of the Polish today. In all, I did not receive the most positive reviews on Poland as a country. After having a tearful goodbye to the loved ones I met in Germany, all I could hope on the plane was that Poland would paint out to become a more colorful and positive place than the fearful images that had instilled itself into my imagination.

Opener Pre-Poland Post 13-09-2014

Hello, so, so far I've just spent a consecutive nine months running around Germany. In that time I've completed two intensive german language courses, traveled to four different countries, climbed a mountain, and created a new family. The adventure isn't over yet, it is one day before I take-off to Poland where I will be joining the UWSP-Krakow Program.  I am soaking in my last days in Frankfurt with Elli and her family not at all ready to say goodbye. I decided to double program for multiple reasons, to sum those reasons up I'd say I simply just wanted to learn they way I feel a person learns the most. That is, I wanted to learn through forming questions, experiences, adventure, and making mistakes. The hardest task about doing this year-long ordeal was the Bureaucracy of it all. I learned the hard way that acquiring a Visa mostly on your own is not an easy task, and to be honest, I almost did not succeed. It was by luck, and by the heart of the guy working at the Berlin Polish Embassy that made it possible for me to walk out of the office with a Polish Visa in hand. Thinking that I was prepared for such a task was a little foolish, but also an experience that now allows me to truly have that first hand knowledge of how these sort of things work. So this summer I may not have been doing an internship, or working a waitressing job, and many people may think that I am just "bumming around" in Europe, but that is not the case. To me, what I have learned here in Europe these last nine months, is something far more than any classroom or paycheck can give me.
So here I am, about to head to Poland and do this whole "study abroad group thing" a second go-around. I am going to be honest right now and say I am dreading leaving Germany. When I think about getting back on the plane with my belongings, my heart jumps, flips, and sinks. Of course the main reason that is making leaving so difficult is having to say goodbye to the german girl who stole my heart, and all the wonderful friends in which I built a new life around. I am also tired, too tired to want to re-pack up my life into a suitcase and a backpack, too tired to want to make new friends, and too tired for the bit a chaos in front of me. But I need to wake up and take it, I know I'll get through it all just the same.